"We're expressive people and it's difficult for us because it goes against our culture." J.V.
It's frustrating but a blessing at the same time. I wish that I can be more expressive though. Not just speaking up when I really feel for something, but when it comes to specifics. I like questioning society and the norms, my heart can generate conclusions, but everything in between is still something I want to improve about myself. It's like writing an essay and the most difficult part to write are the supportive paragraphs.
I wish I can be as convincing as a lot of people who are good at stating their opinions. But I'm not. It's always been a challenge for me to give explanations, evidence or examples. I just know how I feel, I follow my gut feelings and I trust my heart. But in a world full of talkers, it's just hard to persuade anyone anything. "You can't trust your feelings. Feelings come and go."
If that's the case, it's probably wise I adapt to the majority of people in society by becoming a better talker or at least a decent debater.
For all I know, it might be fun. ... :]
...Anyway...
For some reason, I feel like I won't have to try too hard because...
something in me is telling me that I'm doing just fine.
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I told myself that I think I'm going crazy because I would sometimes have debates against an imaginary person in which I would always win. It helps me become better with forming arguments because I would try and argue against my own ideas. This way I can relieve stress whenever I'm pissed off about something but I don't want to blow up in someone's face and i also get to see any holes in my arguments.
i also think I'm going crazy because of the fact that I was talking to myself in the first place....
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