Saturday, December 6, 2008

Last Blog of the Semester


Hello everyone. :]


It's three in the morning and with the way I'm planning things out for now and the future... I'm hoping that some of my habits will gradually change for the better...

Asides from that, here are my final announcements before I shun my AB Samahan officer duties out. At least until finals are over... :]

ANNOUNCEMENTS
Interested in participating in cultural presentations?! I'd love to work with you :D Let me know! When January rolls around, I hope to meet with you and plan out presentations for the whole second semester ;]

I also may be looking for an assistant... ;]

In due time, I will have all the presentations up for your viewing pleasure. However, it's always better to first watch them at the meetings :D

SAMAHAN SECRETS
Please check out the website for the most recent update :D Also, stay tuned for insight on THE HIDDEN COMMUNITY that will only be given in Samahan Secrets.

THANK YOUS
Thank you to everyone who has taken the time to learn more about their culture and themselves. These websites were intentionally made to help you along in whatever journey you are taking. But to keep it simple, thank you for reading my blogspots :]

Thank you to everyone who has helped me out this semester. Whether it's with participating in presentations, sharing your knowledge, watching in the audience or even moral support... I'm sorry if I've made people worry - especially in November. I will be doing a lot of reflecting and planning over winter break so hopefully I can prevent some incidents from happening again :]

TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH...
So now that I have reached my goal of doing 10 presentations, I have a secret to tell you... I actually haven't done 10 presentations... My last presentation yesterday was actually my 16th :] No joke! Here's the final list of the semester. Enjoy!

  1. Cock Fighting (Aug. 20)
    • Location: PAYO meeting & Eastlake
    • Links: Not yet available
  2. Andres Bonifacio's Character (Aug. 22)
    • Location: AB Samahan E-board Summer retreat
    • Links: Not yet available
  3. Why Should We Care About Our Culture? (Sept. 12)
    • Location: AB Samahan's First Meeting
    • Links:
      • Script
      • Video: Not yet available
  4. Questioning Our "Filipino-ness" (Sept. 19)
    • Location: AB Samahan Second Meeting
    • Links:
  5. Andres Bonifacio Biography (Sept. 26)
  6. Who Is Andres Bonifacio (Oct. 3)
  7. Filipino American Heritage Month (Oct. 10)
  8. Heroes & Overseas Filipino Workers (Oct. 17)
  9. Reaching Out To Others - Publicity (Oct. 24)
  10. Superstition - Filipino Folklore (Oct. 31)
  11. Justice for Filipino American Veterans (Nov. 7)
  12. SAMAHAN SECRETS (Nov. 14)
  13. Limitations (Nov. 21)
    • Location: AB Samahan Meeting
    • Links:
  14. Andres Bonifacio's 145th Birthday (Nov. 28)
  15. *Recollection of the Semester (Dec. 5)
  16. Paroles (Dec. 5)
Once again, thank you for taking the time to come watch the cultural presentations and looking at the websites! :D Look forward to next semester and a whole new line of presentations ;]

GOOD LUCK ON FINALS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Love,
Jen Amos

Friday, December 5, 2008

Recollection of the Semester

Cultural Presentation #15
Presentation Date: Friday, Dec. 5th, 2008

JEN

Am I limited?
Because of my age? Because I'm a student?
Because I'm a female?

Or am I limited because of my origin
The color of my skin
The fact that I'm a Pinay
Will I be kept down because I'm a minority?
I say no. I'm only as inferior as I allow myself to be.

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JON

After the war ended, Congress reversed the promise in the Rescissions Acts of 1946. All our grandparent's benefits - gone. Everything they were forced to leave behind – their friends, the life that they had, family – and everything they sacrificed was for nothing. On top of that, we were the only national group that wasn't recognized under the American Flag…

We have a duty everyone. As descendants it is our obligation to recognize this hidden part of history. This is the story of our grandparents. And everyone effected by it. Family, friends, even us.

Justice for Filipino American Veterans!

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JHOSELLE

Before Catholicism, the indigenous Filipinos believed in animism - the belief that there are spirits in all objects. Unfortunately, when the Spaniards came and introduced Catholicism in 1521, the indigenous Filipinos turned their hierarchy of the animists into demonology. Most of the stories spoke about demons attacking the innocence. The stories and gods of animism have altered due to history, and today we can better understand Animism as Filipino spiritualism or Filipino mythology

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MAUREEN

Some people graduate college wishing that they were more involved. Some people graduate, wishing they made more friends… We can prevent more of this happening… It starts with us…you, the members. If we share what we have by reaching out to others, I have no doubt that we can change lives. Every person here plays a significant role in this organization, especially the members. We may be a big executive board, but we can't do this alone. We all have grasped the AB Samahan experience differently… And so it's more important than ever that every single one of us shares the blessings that were given to us from this organization…

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ADELE

Mom, I wish that you understood me better…But before I can do that, I must first understand you. I realized that your definition of success is different from my definition of success. To you, support + stability = success. Doctors, nurses, accountants, engineers, military service. Support, stability… success… happiness.

But… what if I'm not meant for these occupations, mom? What if I have a passion in art, music, dance, language, psychology, liberal studies, culture, communications or other occupations?

And what if… I don't believe that stability equals happiness?
What happens to me?

I love you, mom.
I realize that you only want what's best for me.
But mom, you just don't know.

I'm growing up. I have a mind of my own
You don't have to hold onto my hand as much anymore
It's about time I define success my own way.

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JEN

The more I study about my culture the more I feel like I'm led on
I've grasped more deceit, ingenuity, double-standard respect and corruption.
The negativity has nearly caused my suffocation.

But I'm still gasping for breath
I'm still trying with much difficulty
I have hope there's more to my ethnicity and so I am holding onto my theory

I believe there is more to my culture, regardless of my perception,
I believe through the vast majority I can find the kind of Filipino beauty that'll give me inspiration

I believe there is some good in everything.
And I know once I find it, it'll be gratifying
I know I will find the beauty that will motivate me to learn more about my culture
And low and behold, I have found what I've been looking for.

Andres Bonifacio was definitely a man who went through the same struggles many of us go through today. But what made him stand out was the fact that he didn't get those circumstances define him. He modeled love, pride, unselfishness, compassion, organization, unity, hard work, dedication and passion. He showed that making a difference takes so much more than saying so, but rather doing so.

He bloomed through the corruption, deceit and ingenuity of his time. And even though Andres Bonifacio may have lived over a century ago, learning about him is one of the main reasons why I keep coming back to this organization and why I continue to learn about my culture.

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ABE

Q. Rius Hart, Pa Sivv, Hayta and S. Mart went on a journey to discover what it meant to be Filipino. They found their answers from the wise Carabao and they will never forget his wise words, "No matter how far you've gone, you'll realize that you never had to leave your front door to find the answers. Because…

The definition of being a Filipino is something you must define yourself.

It is up to you, here (points to head) and here (points to heart) to determine what being Filipino is.

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JEN

Why the hell should we care about our Filipino culture?

Like I said, look how far we've gone. Our parents have exchanged our Filipino heritage and identity for the sake of living the American life. Where we're given the opportunity to care more about our own problems than our own nation's!

So why?

..I don't know about you... but I have a lot of family problems. And I realize that the biggest problem is misunderstanding…

On top of that… all this conflict has led me to confusion in who I am and what my purpose is on this earth…

I can keep fighting and rebelling… but if that's taken away from me… what's left? Who am I?

To be understood is one of the biggest things every single one of us strives for in our everyday lives.

And we can have it… if we first understand others.

I'll tell you now: to find better understanding, it's all about learning our roots and growing new fruits. If we learn to understand the past –I guarantee we will learn to understand our present and in time, see more positivity in our future. Knowledge of our culture is everywhere around us. It should be our base, our foundation. And if we decide to do this together, I guarantee that not only will we understand our constant struggles… but we will understand ourselves better

Thank you.

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REFLECTION
*How many of you remember these presentations?

Awesome. Thank you… I thought I’d share some insight about these presentations… Every single one has been done with intentions that you’ll learn something new. Whether it’s a bit of politics, discrimination, religion, our elders and parents, our culture or more importantly… ourselves. My goal was for every single one of these presentations to somehow leave a mark in your heart…

The semester is coming to a close… That means the schedules and routines that we had this semester will shift – if not little than drastically - when the new semester comes.

Whatever you do or stirve for after this semester, whether it's to continue with AB Samahan, reprioritize your life, try out new things, learn more about yourself or anything else… I hope that my presentations have helped in some way. I hope that I have provided some insight for any aspect in your life…

If any of my presentations sparked the curious heart within you, I hope you step out of your comfort zone and strive for something beyond yourself. We can only go so far when being passive or a hater… It’ll be a tough journey and risky when tending to our curiosities…but it'll probably one of the most rewarding and enriching risks we’ll ever do in our lives.

Thank you for listening to my presentations this semester. & being a part of them if you have been. It was fun :] And for everyone that's staying for another semester, see you next year; you're in for a whole new set of presentations. And also… I'll be looking forward to finding my next cultural affairs assistant.

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[Join Q. Rius Hart & friends as they cover the "Christmas in the Philippines" cultural presentation!]

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

SERIOUSLY, Tone It Dowwn

Apparently I have problems because now my journalism teacher is even telling me that I'm taking that class wayy too seriously.

Why is everyone telling me to tone down on the things that I love doing?
Everyone complains that people don't have enough passion or drive for what they do and now they have a problem if someone has too much passion?

Between the "two evils," which one would you guys seriously prefer me to have?

Yeah I know there's the middle ground. But that middle ground will always be there. Passion and drive don't roll by every day. Everyone who's anyone should know that... Or maybe not... Maybe I'm wrong.

Why are so many people trying to hold be back?
Why are you all so worried and scared for me?
What do you guys want from me?

I take breaks, too, you know.
I take time to think and reflect, too.
It's not like I'm on high forever.

*sigh* I can't wait to talk to my best friend today.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Andres Bonifacio's Birthday Special




(Click picture for full size)

Join Q. Rius Hart & friends as they gather and recollect all the information about Andres Bonifacio presented this semester.



This is kind of random
, but I thought this was just THE CUTEST happy birthday song sang in a cappella ever :]



I'd frikn die of joy if people sang this version to me on my birthday. Haha :P

Friday, November 28, 2008

Election Speech

Note: I was looking through my old blogs and came across my elections speech from April 2008. Wow has so much happened...

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Hello Everyone :]

My name is Jennifer Amos, but you can just call me Jen or Jen Amos. I’m currently a 2nd semester sophomore with a pre-major in communication public relations and aspiring to be your next AB Samahan Cultural Affairs Coordinator.

At the beginning of this year, I joined AB Samahan because – long story short – I wanted to face all the biases and even bitterness I had towards my own ethnicity. Little did I know that not only did I face them all, I learned so much more than what I had admittedly assumed. And because of this, I couldn’t be any more grateful. Thus bringing me to the reason as to why I am running for this position.

As a token of my thanks, I want to give back to AB Samahan by running for the officer position of Cultural Affairs Coordinator. Not only that, being blessed with the opportunity to be one of the lead roles for FCN has inspired me to learn more about my culture. And what better way to be motivated than to be responsible for researching and presenting information of my culture at the AB Samahan general meetings? In addition, I hope that in pursuing this position, I will learn more about myself, gain the confidence to do public speaking, and understand why alumni continue to return and aid the organization.

Having been an officer for several organizations in the past – Japanese Student Association, ISCOR Student Society, SAAC rep. and past organizations back in high school – I understand the importance of reliability, honesty and integrity, voice and dedication. I am currently not taking any cultural classes, I am not currently studying my own language, but I am a young Filipino lady who has the willingness and eagerness to research more into my culture and inevitably share it with others. As Filipino Americans become more Americanized I believe that it is more important than ever to remember where we came from and understand why we are where we are today. Therefore, making me most qualified for this position.

If elected, I plan on researching and delivering cultural presentations based on the interests of the officers, the members, and myself. For instance, prior to any cultural event we host, such as Filipino Culture Night, I can make it an obligation to make a presentation based on that. With intentions of getting to know our members more, I hope to find among them a common curiosity of our culture that they would like to learn more about. As for own personal goal, I hope by the end of the year, I will be very educated in my culture and well experienced in public speaking. In terms of implementing my endeavors, I plan on using mediums such as videos, music, power point, posters, the audience, my charisma, spontaneity and any other attention-getting means that officers and feedback may advise me.

All in all, being nominated and going through the procedures of elections is an honor and blessing in itself. One year ago, I never thought I’d see myself running for a position in AB Samahan. I can personally say that I have gone a long way and that I cannot be any more grateful. Thank you for your time and I hope to become your next cultural coordinator.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Nine Down One to Go!


Just one more presentation and I will have reached my goal! :D


It's kinna weird how the semester's almost over... So much has happened, wouldn't you agree? :]

No presentation this week due to Thanksgiving (thank goodness! :D). I hope everyone has a fun Thanksgiving! (Sucks for turkeys!)


Oh, & about Samahan Secrets...
Have you been to the AB Samahan office lately...? :]
Shh!

Sunday, November 23, 2008

You Need To Tone It Down, Girl

My concerned friends, mentors and advisers are worried about me. They say I'm putting too much passion into my presentations. On top of it all, I keep trying to raise the bar on myself. And because of that...

I have had two drastic breakdowns within this month.

You think I'd learn my lesson... I am too much in love with what I'm doing. Being in this position is more than just a position to me. It's beyond the title, beyond the recognition, beyond the presentations, beyond even my own knowledge of the Filipino culture...


It's figuring out who the f*ck I am and what I'm meant to do in this world.

I hate to live passively. I hate to live for the temporary highs. I'm searching for something deep. Something genuine. Something that words just can't fully express right now... There's a beauty out there that I believe is most suitable for me. & the more I put into these presentations, the closer I feel to finding it.

If that's not reasonable enough then I can only question how you're living your life. Are you doing what you love? Are you at least working your way to get there?

I'm a girl who has to learn things the hard way. I'm self-driven. I'm stubborn. I live and breath for the extremities of life. It's how I feel most alive. Even if I am not to succeed, pain will teach me how.

I'm sorry you can't help me the way you want. This is my life. & in this current time, I'm selfish... because I'm confident about my definition of success.